You know how I've never foreseen such things to happen. That's my mistake.
I've learned a lot, and maybe .. this is the biggest lesson. I don't want to leave, never wanted to. As if you ever read this, you have to know, it isn't easy to start new, to start fresh and to keep this pace moving.
What does it mean when you meant a lot to me but you don't feel the same?
Does it worth?